They have changed tremendously. And it hurts like hell…and now I’m confused. But I’ll do my best not to mind it, because they don’t seem to care anymore.
Lupita Nyong’o in the press room at the 86th Annual Academy Awards
I was planning on posting something somewhere on some social network that a lot of people read and pay attention to often, but then I remembered the one thing you always tell me…”Dalia don’t”. Ahaha, don’t worry I won’t, but I think this will be a midway for us. Don’t worry, you’ll receive a hard copy soon. But when I remember how you don’t want me to post anything, I always remember the other thing about your birthday…that you don’t want it to happen, because you don’t want to get older. Not for the cliche reason like wrinkles and plastic surgery, but because life is passing by so fast that we haven’t had a chance to be, well, kids. And because of bitterness. And forgetting our own youth. And losing our soul, like Allison said. But that will never die man! Because we all have each other…y’know, that whole group of us! And that is something age can’t beat. College has gotten the best of us…putting us all in different places, studying at different times, and thinking about different things. But I will say one thing…our minds are synchronized, our hearts are one, and that isn’t something that age can beat. I posted this song with this not because of that really cool photo collage that Charles made comparing all of us to our rightful “Friends” character/personalities, but because I will always be here for you. No matter what. You are like a sister to me, someone I can always confide in because you see aspects of life I have only just recently become acquainted with, and you are aware of what I am not. Even if there are moments where I say things like this to you and you don’t know what I am talking about, you significantly had an effect on what my life was and is. You made me not feel completely lost. And with due time, I guess we will become somebody’s mom or dad (right…okay it’s happening again) but time will never take this away from us. We are, inevitably and always will be, infinite. I love you Bee and have a great birthday! I love you man.